maybe

我骨子裡有流浪的性格。

開始某種安定的生活就渴望流浪。

people should stop making excuse to be weak.

being vulnerable is one thing; hurting others because of your weakness, is another thing.

Finally.

Finally had a chance to sit down and spent some quiet time with myself, and got rid of that somewhat suffocating state. It’s good to slow down a bit and re-examine the life that had passed by.

Life since the end of March has been a fast-forward movie. Everyday went by fast and filled with events. Work is crazy, but I love it. I am so grateful that I have a chance to work in this environment and was given the opportunity to learn and grow. It’s such a blessing to be able to work with materials that give you more freedom to express your creativity and have fun. The beginning of the process was really stressful, yet I love to go to work everyday. All I want to do now is to embrace a lot more that was given to me in life.

On a more private matter it seems to remain fundamentally the same, with some twists. There’s this somehow unresolved element in the situation that might take longer and more energy to find peace. Taking some time off to ponder the matter might help this time. Now I am just trying to find time to do that. I need to be with myself now.

And I am glad I am doing it today.

I will have to remind myself all the time:

Talks are cheap.

 

stop believing in whatever people say.

still

I hope you will prove me wrong on this one.

the event itself is comic yet tragical.

the irony in life sometimes just proceeds us.

it’s absolutely horrific for a semi-controlling freak to feel having no control over an emotion.

I wish I were like you.

cruelty.